The last few weeks ive been in a real bad mood. Vacillating between anger, sadness, and misanthropy. To boot, its been raining for 5 days here. I live in a place that receives very little rain so five days of constant downpour is an outlier. I never seem to realize how much the sunshine affects my mood until it finally comes back around.
Last night was another night of poor sleep and nightmares. This morning, i woke up in a good mood. The sun has finally broke thru, literally and proverbially. I dont know why, bills are due, my fridge is damn near empty and ive got health problems that are catching up to me and are eventually going to run me down.
But this morning i woke up in a good mood.
It fucking feels good to feel good. Love you all. I hope you guys catch a ray of sunshine soon too.