I’ve been like this ever since I quit school.
Decided? I’m not sure I had much choice.
The isolated part potentially is.
Every day the desire to say “fuck it”, sell everything, and then go live in the woods grows.
As a kid I didn’t understand hermits.
Now that I’m an adult, I’m jealous
Life goal: Become that old man who yells at kids who touch his lawn.
Not the crazy lady who throws cats at people?
I fly kites at night.
You’re setting yourself up for an extremely sad life if you are content with being isolated and “weird.” It might be fun right now for a few months where you take time for yourself and go home and take home fast food and watch Netflix, but that expires very fast. You don’t want to be a creepy, aloof 80 year old man who everyone assumes is a virgin. My sister was diagnosed with autism and used to be a creepy male virgin and she can’t stand people like that.