alcoholic idiot nightmare gamer winemaker
kindling is real, jittery and restless thinking about drinking. the plan is to take my guitar outside a shopping ctr, hopefully make $7.50 for a longneck and repeat until i cant play, hopefully i smoke too much weed beforehand and get stagefright. still under a week
i havent checked in in forever, sry team, day 5 doing it tough
i was just driving, driving can be a huge trigger, thinkin ill have to grab some NA beers, they didnt have any and i was praying my card declined on the real stuff but it went through. wont happen again, no money.
sorry gang i blew it, had 42 days up and saw an opportunity and snapped, nearly at 24hrs
forty, creeping up on my old highscore of 55
hell yeah
5 weeks, my saturday was sick i restrung and cleaned up my guitar shes all shiny, brand new and interesting new tone, washed clothes tidied up bigtime normal human stuff, next im going to dismantle my lego tie fighter and maybe put it back together, no booze necessary. if it wasnt for this shitty back pain we’d be exploring the pine forest 10min from mine. happy saturday hombrés
5 weeks, happy saturday homies.
hell yeah
yeah but ill prob just go add 30 every month i dont play much anymore. sky limit is 320, kinda annoying its not 365
started a small miecraft project/monument for my sobriety, i dug a 3x3 down to lv zero and made a tower straight up of 34 blocks (how many days) and she should sprout out of the ground around christmas. plus if i bust ill have to take it all down and start again
hell yeah
first, just got out of my first meeting since rehab, really good to see my home crew everyone stoked for me on one month, really good people. what is it with ex pissheads being the nicest people on earth
coffeeeeeee and cigs, the chemical breakfast
shh quiet in here for my 31ST DAY WAHOOO meeting tonight picking up my first ever chip
that is awesome go you. i wanna do social work one day when ive got my shit together
hell yeah 🤘