These may be depressive symptoms. It may be a good idea to find someone close to you to talk to, and keep them up-to-date about the situation. Make sure it’s someone you trust and can open up to. It may also help to seek professional help if you feel it is getting worse or if you experience physical symptoms as well. We all have a need for genuine human connection, and talking to someone can help. It may make it easier for you to get back in touch with your more positive emotions, to ‘snap’ back into that positive or happier state of mind where things make sense like they usually do. Hope this helps. Much love from the Netherlands. ❤️

It seems i2pd is a healthy project, judging by the frequency of updates to the docker image as well as the github releases going back 10 years.

If you want a solution that works on every Linux distribution, you can install Docker and run i2pd (a high-performance C++ variant of I2P) as a container. The Docker image is: purplei2p/i2pd Or…, even easier, you can run i2pd via flatpak (also works on every distro). See here: https://i2pd.readthedocs.io/en/latest/user-guide/install/ Hope this helps 🙂