• addictedtochaos@lemm.ee
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    2 months ago

    i had to quit a whole friend group, because i quit drinking when i switchted to ritalin,

    after a while they were saying that ritalin changed my personality to the worse kind. I realized they didnt like it when I said “no” and wouldnt budge. Or when i spoke my mind, or when I just left a situation when i had enough. or when i didnt want to go to bars anymore, or sitting aroung and listening to their drunk talk.

    before ritalin, i was drunk almost everytime we hung out together.

    i think the last time i drank a glas of whine was last chrismas; and before that, i has one year without alcohol.

    i drank like 10 liters of beer each week for more then ten years. sometimes less.

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          2 months ago

          hell nah I’m just gonna sip on some water and patiently wait for the moment where I’m suddenly treated as their savior for still being able to drive

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        2 months ago

        the screaming matches were pretty fun, i loved them. but what i hated is the logic break down, the repeating of things, and the fact that i cant put a word in sometimes, i say half a sentence and get judged immediatly, without the other side letting me explain what i have in mind. and the loud music was so draining, i could only take it one hour or so.